Yes, I'll have some videos, and pictures, & some new shit I like every now & then . But Sorry Kiddos - this blog wont be about "what's hot, or new, or instyle" . It wont be center on celebrities & new shit coming out, because honestly I could give less of a fuck . This blog will be centered around my thoughts, my poems, my wishes, my dreams, and my escapes .

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Just Like A Star .

RIP Brittney Murphy .

I miss her.
as a inspiring actress myself,
she was a lovely inspiration .
so beautiful,so talented .
i'll see you in Heaven , honey .

shoutout to Holly . ;
my new favorite blog to follow .
amazing talent .

'Dont react off of love. EFF Love." - Rihanna

<3 strong woman .

Space Jams .

Bloggers .
I just had to address this ,
but I feel stupid because Im talking about all the hype surrounding this
and here I am, making a blog, giving it more hype.
Our generation is lost .
People are copping these shoes, just to able to say in their facebook status:
"I coppped them! Waited 6 hours for them!"
Like, shxt, it's not that serious .
The shoes are fllllly ,
but they didnt take my breath away or anything .
It's just a buncha followers, shit .
Somebody told me, Im just hating because I didnt get them.
Those shoes are only $190.
Believe me, I've spent more on a pair of sneaks.
If I wanted them, they would be in my hands right now.
Everybody & they mama got those Space Jams,
yall all gun look the f#ckn samee .
Where's the Indivuality ?

Monday, November 30, 2009

fuxckthat .

Man, Love aint shit.
ATTENTION : pre_teens
it aint shit like the movies .

So, he's caking extra hard with
me when im at SFA .
I mean, calling me BABY
sweetie. telling me how much he loves me

I get back home
and this boy stands me up
TWO nights in a row.

I didnt go to this huge party
on wednesday night
because he said he was
coming to get me


and then the next night
I snuck out my ____'s car
and drove 45 minutes to see this dude
then i wait from midnight - 6am for him.


isnt that some fukced up ish ?
like seriously?!

and he STILL hasnt called
ONCE to apologize . .

im hurt.
but shit ,
people change,
boys lie,
but life doesnt stop

moving on with my life .
he will be , "a love that never was" .

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

brilliant work of art

wale is the shit , and beyond it .
i fukcing love this dude .

this CD, made me laugh , cry
and at the end,
i just sat back and said
this is what hiphop is supposed to sound like."

Monday, November 2, 2009

Saturday, October 31, 2009


Here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
All together worthy,
All together wonderful to me

Wednesday, October 28, 2009


shit's pretty good .
people going crazy cuz Its wayne .
it's not that serious
Its decent .
Listen for yourself

my soul has returned.

..... inhale . exhale. peace of mind

Sunday, October 18, 2009

It Feels Like . .


. . . will you ever know ?

real shit .

Find someone that can make you smile;
and don't give up on them. ♥♥♥

Friday, October 16, 2009

Tattoos Last Forever.

So, bloggers .
Im thinking about getting "MRC XIV" on my inner bottom lip.
MRC = Marcus Ramone Cooper . (google him)
XIV = Fourteen In Roman Numerals
04-05-o5 (the first day I saw Marcus)
Get it?
See, it actually symobolizes something special .
Im 95% sure Im going to get it.
Don't tell me Im stupid.
Your stupid.
Im just fucking inlove.
Hmmm, That's all for now.

Kindergarten Crushes.

3:30 on a rainy thursday.
Time for class, fucking yuck.
I pile into the ferguson building.
Im high, and hungry.
The elevator takes weeks.
He stands next to me.
Electricty runs through my veins.
He smells like Tommy Hilfiger.
He Dresses Like A King
DING. The Elevator's Here.
I'm melting in his presence.
Can't we stay here forever?
I want to speak.
I want to say HELLO.
I can do nothing.
Someone texts him.
He looks down at the phone and smiles.
I'd give anything to make him smile like that.
I'd wear a fucking clown suit and suck on a lollipop
just to make him smile like that.
HISTORY CLASS seems to only last minutes .
He walks out, looking like ZEUS himself.
Smh. . If Only He Knew
I doubt he'll ever . .

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

my dorm room .

Wednesday, September 23, 2009


excuse my language, but -


Tuesday, September 22, 2009

too much talent ;

Drake, Kanye West, Lil wayne, Eminem . - "Forever" OFFICAL MUSIC VIDEO .

Friday, September 18, 2009

Forever Aint Enough.

I don't understand how mis-communication ruins lives
How you can look back, and wonder where the hell did your life go.
How you can love someone who will never love you.
How marijuana became my best friend, my therapist
How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back.
How you can put together the pieces of a heart that was never really whole in the first place .
How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you,
thinks a few minutes of their time is too much time to spare.
How fake "best friends" are. How much shit people talk behind your back.
How the memories cloud your mind , 24 hours of the day.
How people can erase you from their lives, like it's nothing.
i just don't understand.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

She always dream about him ; wish she could sleep forever .

She marks her calendar, re-schedule every plan
She knows when I'm coming, she's more than a fan
She got my tour dates, she also got a man
But even homie gotta understand
She got one night only .
And no one gon take it from her,
nothing's gon' make her miss it
And when I go she'll miss it
But she'll never forget that one night only .
Next day another city, she's never coming with me
I'm nothing more than memories
Memories she keep forever
She always dream about me, wish she could sleep forever
She get her fit together, she get her shit together
After my concert, she wanna get together
I get her on my bus, we chill and sit together
She has no curfew, I can take the bitch wherever
Come off a bit respectful, I'm on a different level
I got her feelin special, then she remember
She got (one night only [x8])

forever in love with you , MRC .

Cuz Mama raised hell of a Thug .

I cried today,
for no reason in particular.

I just laid in bed and cried

I cried because Im too independent.
I need someone to depend on .

I cried because I was sad.
I cried because I was happy.
I cried because I miss Enny.
I cried because I didn't say goodbye.
I cried because I felt lonely.
I cried because I felt overwhelmed.
I cried because of Marcus.
I cried because of Corey.
I cried because of the past.
I cried because of the future.
I cried because I hate him.
I cried because I love him.
I cried because Im trapped.
I cried because Im free.

the tears flowed so easily
my heart seemed to burst

Im different, I know that .
Im used to the stares .

Cant you see past my confident demeanor?

Girls stare & talk shit
Guys use & abuse

I dont feel accepted.
I dont feel at home.
But then again ,
when did I ever ?

I wonder . . .
Where do I Belong ?

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Sorry, Follwers . .

I Know I Should Blog More ,
and I will .
Once All This Excitement From College Cools Down .
But Yo,
College Dudes Are Nothing But Trouble !
People Been Telling Me That ,
But I Guess I Had To Touch The Pot To See How Hot It Was .
Oh Well ,
Life Goes On .

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

simply put -


Saturday, August 29, 2009

Rest in Peace DJ AM

he was Nicole Richie's ex .

and a well know DJ for parties in Hollywoood ,

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Drake feat. Kanye West, Lil Wayne, Eminem - Forever

Mmm . So much talent .
they are calling this 2009's "swagger like us"
Im loving this jam ;
Eminem KILLS it .
Drake & Ye did good .
Lil Wayne . . . ? Psh .

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Though we've come , to the end of the road ; Still I can't let go . .

Enny .

Your funeral was today .

It was hard . really hard .

When I walked in the church ,

Your casket was open ,

& As I looked down to see you just once more ,

The tears ran out like a water through a hose .

Saying Goodbye was the hardest part .

You were just laying there , Gray & Stiff

Not joking around . No lanky walk .

I saw Kendrick ; it was good seeing him .

It reminded me of all the good times us 4 had together .

Typing this is hard , Eno .

It hurts, its hurt then, & it hurts now .

My soul is crying . . It's not fair .

Your family kept strong . . .

Im praying for them .

Your sister shared some bible verses .

& 3 friends got up & shared memories with you .

We all are so saddened by this, so shocked .

We miss you. It hurts .

We love you, so much .

We'll see you one day

Thursday, August 20, 2009

R.I.P. Enyinaya Nwankwo .

My heart stopped at 12.15 am last night
My friend Olivia told me that our friend ,
Enny got shot that morning walking back home .

Yall know him as ENO the great or MR.WAVES ,
I just know him as Enny, the dimple in my smile .

My Enny.?
Not Mine .
It must be a mistake .
You have the wrong guy!
Not the one who went to Taylor , & Elsik .
Not the one who was about to go to college .
Not the one i would stay on the phone with
from 9pm - 8am , talking about the silliest things .
Not the one I met summer o6, at church camp .
Not the one, that constantly had me laughing .
Not the one, I played basketball against all the time .
Not the one, I kissed under fireworks .
Not the one, who would hug me so tight
that I could barely even breathe .
Not the one, I laughed with in the lake .
No, Not the one I danced with under the stars
The one, who I snuck out with .?
It cant be the one who I cried with in chapel .
It cant be the one whose hands I held walking
down the street .
Please, Not Him .


But It was him .
I dont understand .
I was just talking to E ,
a couple weeks ago . .

He was healthy, alive,
happy, goofy as ever . .

Now he's gone .

The memories ,
they suffocate me .

Do you rememeber when
we went to that barbequee together
and we chopped on everybody there
while eating our ribs ?

and we sat there
from 11am - 4am in the morning
talking about life, love, etc . .

I BET you dont remember when
me & olivia snuck into the boy's cabin
( even though we could got kicked out for it )
and we danced with you, and Kendrick for 30 seconds
before we rann out , laughing so hard . . .

Do you rememeber when,
I snuck out my cabin at 2am
and we laid on the bench togher,
cracking each other up . .

Eno , I miss you so much . I need you here, with me . Being that damn good friend you always were . No matter how I felt, I always knew I could count on you . . to make me smile . To make me forget . . It's not fair . . You were such a good person, Why did you have to get taken away from me, and everybody else who loves you much ? I dont understand , maybe i'll never understand , i'll keep your memory alive Enny . . I love ya "CRACKHEADZ" hahahaahaha . .

Im crying,
Im laughing .

I know he's in a better place .
I just wish I could hear that corny-ass laugh one more time .
I wish I could hug him one more time .
I wish I could look in his eyes , ONE MORE TIME .

Never take Life for granted ..

Gone too soon ,


I Love You , E .

I'll see ya at the crossroads .

Friday, August 14, 2009

Drama , Lies , & Tears ; Fuck These Teenage Years .

Love is not patient
& Love is not kind

It brings false hope
& leaves you blind

Love hurts the mind ,
and kills the soul . .

It fills you up ,
then leaves a hole .

You were my happy ending
You were my sweet regret

The blow of your fist
My body's a wreck

I can still feel your
hands wrapped around
my neck

Tears, rolling down
the same old cheeks

This game is getting old
I move my feet

You say don't stay
You say don't go

I look in the eyes of a man
that I hardly know

I yearn for compassion
You dont understand

I walk to the door
You grab my hand

Your lies mesmerize me
Your kiss fools my brain

I try to escape your touch
Your lips whisper my name

You lead me to the bed,
a place we both know well

Your magic seems to hold me
Am I under your spell.?

I wake up ,
all alone .

I call ,

You dont pick up
the phone .

Tears stain the sheets.
This game is so hard to beat.

I run to the door,
cant take it anymore .

There's nothing
you could do or say

You're going to break
my heart anyway

so please, just
leave the pieces
when you go . .


So , Micheal Vick is offically an EAGLE .
and white people are pissssssssssssssseddd !
the way they acting, you would think he shot the president ,
dammmmn , they giving this boy no slack !
I'm not saying what he did was right ,
but get over it ! Dannnngg .

Anyways , I dont think it's fair
that Mike's going to Philly . .
They already got McNabb & Westbrook !

He should signed with the Texans .
Imagine him & ANDRE JOHNSON . .
wooooowwww ; that's a team right there .

But Texans dont like convicts & shit .
Oh well. they loss.
Eagles gun be so beast this year .

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

The clippers strike once again ;

This time , On Keyshia Cole . .

I kinda like it ?. .
It's something about it . .

that girl , who's so in love , that she'll turn her body over , for your superfical touch .

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Hotel Rooms & Popeyes Chicken .

Hello, Bloggers .
I am reporting from Virginia .
As you could probably guess ,
Im with Corey . . .
Corey, the love of my life, right?
Wrong . Everything feels different .
Looks different . Tastes different . .
Im not happy . . Im just not . .
It was supposed to excitement , and fun .
It was supposed to be making memories .
Instead it's a cold, dark hotel room,
where Im alone and not alone at the same time,
eating nasty cereal & popeyes chicken every day,
it's agruments every single night,
being in bed by 11pm,
waking up & doing the same damn thing . .
I dont know how I feel anymore ,
I dont know how he feels anymore ,
He doesn't even tell me he loves me anymore,
maybe because he doesnt,
or maybe because ,
he never did .
I never thought I'd say this but :
I think,
this is the b e g i n n i n g to the e n d
of KC Tiko & Corey Harper .

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Tiffany Alisha Owens (*)

Best Friends, 10 years strong + counting ,

This person doesnt have a blogspot . .
and since she doesn't get on the internet much anymore . .
I doubt she'll ever see it . .
but this blog isn't for her , this blog is for me . .
to be able to freely express my thanks . .

4th grade ; 1999 -

Living in Mo City, and life was great .

Me & Mary ( my "best" friend at that time )
used to beat her ass, afterschool .
Fucking nerd, with your braces
and coke bottle bi - focals .

I remember Vondrick ( your step - dad )
used to come outside & yell at us
"Stop hitting on Tiffany!"

And we would laugh,
and laugh . .

But then Mary moved .
And somehow, I talked to you one day .
& we became close as fuck .

I made you trade those bi focals for
some contacts

We did everything together ,
& since you lived right up the street from me,
I was ALWAYS at your house,
You were ALWAYS at mines .

We created an unbreakable bond .
The crazy thing about me & Tiffany ,
is we never argue . Not once .
Whenever we are together ,
We just have a good time . .
Laughs, Laughs, and More laughs .

We could be nothing,
and have the funnest time doing it .

So many inside jokes ,

So many memories . .

I'd take me a million years to tell them all .

I remember in the 5th grade,
when you cried to 3LW's "No More"
because Fred & you broke up,
and I sat next to you in that garage,
and cried with you . . .

I remember in the 6th grade,
when we jumped that mexican boy
and ran from the cops together . .
and hid at the elementary school ,
sitting there , out of breath,
laughing and worried at the same time .

That was the beginning of an epedemic .
I was trouble by myself,
and so were you .
and together ,
we were fukcing choas .

I remember out parents didnt want us to be friends,
they tried to seperate us so bad,
PLEASE . wtf they thought .?

Thats like seprating
peanut butter & jelly
cow & chicken
Ed, Ed, & Eddy

Man, what you know about us
skipping school in the 8th grade,
and even though I warned your ass about
that daytime curfew shit ,
you still wanted to go outside ,
and walk around the neighborhood,
for no reason .
& that cop stopped us,
and gave us tickets for DAYTIME CURFEW
and we sat in that back of police car
and he brung us to the principal
in front of EVERYONE at lunch
in handcuffs . .
Muahahaha . .

Separating us.? PLEASE
We were a team, unstoppable .
Until ,
I moved .

Sophmore Year .
That shit was hard .
I was Leaving Mo City for Richmond .
and my best friend wouldnt be with me.?
What the fuck , was I supposed to do.?

We still kept it madd close tho .
Distance never did shit to us .

We was still chilling,
whenever we could .
Still acting an ass .

Maybe you dont remember
in the 6th grade,
prank calling Nathan
on my house phone
and you said :
This is Janay
and he said WHO?
and you said,
"Did I stutter?"
Now , I say that shit all the time .
Hahahahaahah .

but I know you gotta remember
the very beginning of summer o9,
when you came to my house,
and we went somewhere,
we had 7 MD 20/20's
and you got drunk as fuck,
and threw up alll overrr my lawn .
And then you fell alseep on my toliet?
Hahahahahaha . .

Damn, have you ever met anyone,
that you knoww would be always there for you .
No matter , what the situation .

This blog has gone on,
wayy too long .
But I cant stop my fingers from typing .

Whenever I mention my childhood,
Mo City, the "good days",
how can I not think about Tiffany.?

Tiffany, has been there for me ,
when I wasnt even there for myself .

She's took the rap for me plently times,
She's always had my back .

I have many " besties " ,
but I only truely have one best friend .

I always say best friends are never forever,
and even if we arent .

The memory of you ,
and everything you did for me,
and what you made outta me .
will always, always, always
be with me , for the rest of my days .

I can promise you that ,

I can PROMISE you that .

Saturday, August 1, 2009

my friends are so got damn lucky .

so the Kid Cudi, Asher Roth,
Pac Div, and B.O.B concert
was last night .

I heard Cudi was
reall messed up
and was saying
a buncha things
on the mic
that didnt make
sense !

anyways , so . . .

asher and cudi came outisde
after the concert

my friends caught up with them
and took pics with them :

lucky motherfkers.
and i woulda bin one of them ,
If I had actually went to the concert .
They told me that
Cudi & Roth were out there
with them for like 45 minutes
talking and laughing about
life, the concert, G- shocks, etc .
Ahhh, I hate my friends :(
They dont even LIKE
Kid Cudi & Asher Roth .
Okay thats not truee .
They , do .
but not nearly
as much as meeee .

Oh well .

Until Next Blog, Fam .

Friday, July 31, 2009

Seen this coming a mile away . .


Why would Mariah dare to try to beef with Eminem .?
Thats like putting the gun to your own head &
Begging someone to shoot it .

He's so amazingly talented .
This is sounding like the old Em,
and Im really enjoying it .

He's really just warning her .
Im sure it's a lot more . .

I hope Mariah comes out with something else ,
so Eminem can really go off .


Just may be , my soul mate .


"It's obvious he has the best fucking blog in the world"

You will laugh, you will cry,
you'll shake your head
& wonder why .

Read it = Love it .

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Will You Marry Me?

So I was just browsing through Limewire ,

and decided to download every single song

ever made or featured on by this man :


and I listened, to like 70% of it .

What a genius .


Imagine the pillow talk .

I think, we're both creative unstable people .

& we'd be absolutely amazing together .

Dreams do, come true .

Kanye taught me that :)

torn inbetween the two.?

Today I had a 16-hour phone conversation with my first love .

For the sake of it , let’s call him CARL* ( that’s not his real name ) .

So we’re talking about life, love , the pursuit of happiness & etc , etc .

Lemme give you some history on Carl . . We’ve been talking since 2oo4 . .

and we have many many many many many MANY memories . .

when we first met , electricity went through our bodies

and BOTH of us felt it . and it scared the fuck outta us .

I WAS 13 when I met him . . barely a teen .

Carl is a trip . He’s a player . He’s a bad boy . . . or at least he used to be .

Carl is telling me , that he’s changed . and I’ll always be his first love ,

he really wants to get back with me ,

and blablablabla ( add mushy game here ) .

Carl is EVERYTHING I want , but absolutely NOTHING I need . .

He’s not good for me .

But I just cannot help but to be so attracted to him .

Me & Carl have some crazy passion . CRAZY passion . .

I still love him , I can't deny that .

And then there’s Corey . Corey Harper .

He’s a greattt guy . without a doubt , he’s the best boyfriend I have ever had .

He treats me soo good . He’d give me the world , if he could .

He’s everything I NEED , but nothing I want .

I know Corey would never break my heart , intentionally .

While I know for sure, Carl will break my heart . That’s what he does . .

I miss Carl though

I miss his kisses,

His laughter,

His corny-ass jokes,

His burnt scrambled eggs .

His friendly ass dog “Snowball”

His eyebrows going up all the time

His tattoos

His hugs

His lips


I know what you’re thinking . .


But man , you can’t tell your heart how to feel .

And I just feel so STRONGLY for Carl .

But I have a feeling, that Carl only wants me ,

because he cant have me . .

and when/if he gets me ,

he'll just go back to his old ways .

I don’t know what to do .

Im WITH Corey .

That’s my boyfriend .

My lover . My BABY

Then why am I dying to feel Carl’s lips against mines.?

Why am I dying to be his , once again.?

Corey’s in Virginia

Carl’s 15 minutes away . .



You dont know me , and you dont wear my chains .


This is the song i relate most to ,
in the whole world .

Press play & be swept away . . .


In the light of the sun, is there anyone?
Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost,
eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed...
you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care,
oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains...
oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed,
carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you...
they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care,
oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains...
oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over,
where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California,
I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover
and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town,
to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise,
I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer,
some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Not you too, Solange.?

The hair clippers strike again . .
This time on Solange . .

Ughh ,
I actually like Solange ,
her music's quirky & unique
She has that IDGAF attitude
She is the ANTI - Beyonce .

But Im not loving this cut
It comes off "jocker-ish"
Why does everyone insist
on being copy-cats of someone else.?

I remember when short hair was NOT CUTE!
Now, everyones rocking a fade . .
Ughhh , followers . .

Monday, July 20, 2009

Wow , what a weekend . . .

Okay so nothing special happened on Friday ,
so we can just completely skip that day .
Saturday afternoon ,
Me and Shelby decide to hit up first colony mall
I get dressed , and away we go . . .
We see people we know ,
talk to them for a while . .
hit up a couple stores .
Do some shopping .
Took a picture in Forever 21

We walk into the food court
and who we see :

His name is RIFF RAFF , no seriously .
He was season 2 of MTV's G's to Gents .
He's the one with the skittle braids
from Houston .
Yeah, a real fukn lame :)

Anyways, so him & his friend stop us
And try to holla at us .
Inside , Im laughing balls
But I just smile on the outside
So, Shelby talks to RIFF RAFF
and i talk to his friend
Everyone exchanges numbers
( I gave his friend a fake number )

The reason he was at the mall ?

He had all these Bootleg CD's
of him rapping
and he was trying to sell them
to people at the mall for 5$.

I did mention that he's a lame, right ?

Anyways ,
We walk around the mall some more
I run into my homegirl Devin
in the apple store .
We take some pictures :

After that got old ,
we walked around the mall some more
and we run into our homeboys :
Robert, Kalvin, Samir, and Ty
They said they got green
and want to smoke with us ,
well more like me ,
because Shebly stopped smoking .
So we get in Samir's car
hot box ( putting all the windows up )
and blow like 4 blunts .

So, at this time ,
the mall is closing .

So we go over the movies .
We check the times for Harry Potter
10.00 , 10.35, 11.30
Mind you we got to the movie at 9;30 .

We all laugh, and talk, and times gets away from us.

These girls come up to me
saying how cute and different
my outfit is

I smile and say Thank you
and they go away

Then Adrian hits me up ,
and tells me he is coming to the movies .
( Adrian is this guy I have been talking to for awhile )
Okay I know some of you are confused .
I have a boyfriend , so why am I talking to someone else .?

Well, Adrian knows about Corey.
Kinda, well yeah . lol

But anyways ,
So I wait for him .

Well when Adrian finally does come ,
he sits like 500 feet away from me
and calls me , like where are you ?

I tell him and he still just sits there
with his lil homeboys .

Im like okay?

He was acting really really stupid,
so I just decide to buy our tickets
and go in .

Well, did i mention time got away from us ?

So it was 10;45 . .
and the only one left was the one at 11;30 .
So we get the 11.30 one

and Me, Shelby, and Devin
all post up .


Did you see my outfit in the picture?
banging much?
So of course ,
I was getting haters :)

This group of people walk by
and one boy asks me
if I have on skinny jeans
I say no ,
there are leather tights

and they commence to whispering

Im used to this, so it didnt phase me
and me, Devin, and Shelby start laughing
and talking somethign else

Next thing you know:
Some insignifcant lil girl

I look around
because I know this thirsty trick aint talking to me
But, guess what, she is .
So I go off .

If you know me ,
you know I have a BAD TEMPER
and you know when I get HEATED,
it takes a longgg time to cool me down

Basically ,
she picked the wrong girl .

I start walking toward her,
talking mad loud shit .

and go into the parking lot
and shes talking shit, the whole time shes doing this .
Im just like is this chick serious?
All the lil lames
surround us ...
screaming whatever
I think soemthing like
"HIT THAT HOE" or whatever
lil kids be saying . .

She leaves ,
and comes back .

Looking like,
she's ready .

So Im ready, too .

I know the consquences of these actions .
Im going to wind up in a police car
That dumb chick wasn't even worth it .


Basically, the girl talked more mess
and left in a car .

Silly trick .

Anyways ,
so we head into the movie .

Robert starts getting mad loud
and everyone around starts SHHH'ing us .
It was hilarious

Those white people were pissed!

So 3 of them go out the movie
to tell on us

So we all move to the front
and try to look discreet haha!

The police come in,
but they dont see us,
so they leave .

Harry Potter
It was all about love potions
and Harry Potter's missons
and it was BORING as hell
Then Snape kills Dumbledore
( I shouldnt have spoiled it for you
because if you are watching the movie
you really should have read the book )
and I go to use the bathroom
I was gone maybe 2 minutes
I come back, and the credits are rolling .

WHAT THE HELL ????!!!!
That's not the end of it .

I look at the time,

You cant be serious.
How long was that movie?!

Thats not the end of it .
No numbers, no nothing .

We arent going to call our parents, of course .
So we call anyone & everyone whose numbers we know by heart .

NOBODY PICKS UP. what do expect,
it's 2.30 AM !

so me & Shebly leave AMC
and go to the CVS right across the street

We get some brain food
and sit down at the chairs
and eat the food

We arent really tripping
We laugh, we talk,
about sex, love, relationships,
everything under the sun .

For Hours .

Next thing you know,
it's 6 am .!


We walk over the mall ,
trying to catch secruity .

We catch him ,
and we have to wait until he gets off at 7 am .

He directs us to the restroom loungue couch area
and we lay there .

Trying to go to sleep .
because those couches were harrrrdd !

Next thing you know,
he's off work .
and we both come back to my house .

Shelby goes to sleep .
I dont .

I eat,
I watch TV,
check myspace .

But I dont sleep .

Shebly charges her phone,
and who texts?


He wants to come to my house,
hahahahahahaha .

We give him directions
to a big muscular black man's house
in richmond

and tell him to walk straight in the house
because we're both in the shower... together


his lame ass falls for it ...

I swear, he's stupid .

He gets there, and is EXTRA PISSED .

He calls us dumb bitches

for making him drive all the way

from Houston to Richmond !

Hahahahahahaahaha .

Anyways, we eat hot fries. check our myspaces.

Nothing interesting happens ....


Our friend SUNSHINE hits us up around 8pm
telling us to come get drunk with her, Ty, Jackie, and Jef
we oblige
we go get 2 boxes of beer
( for them, because I hate beer )
and 2 bottles of wine

We go to this area called 'AREA 52'
( its right behind Chelsea Harbour )
and we drink .

Okay, somehow, I drink both the bottles of wine
in like 20 minutes .

so, Im drunk .

Like off my ass, drunk .

It's time for everyone to go home because Jef has a curfew of 11pm .

They drop me off .

Did I mention I was drunk ?

I get in the house .


You know the area in a black person's house


YEAH , I throw up there .



you'd know what color it was . . .

that's right !!


because of the Hot Fries

I try my luck at cleaning it up ,

but I cant .

because Im wayyyy too messed up .

So I go upstairs and knock out .

I wake back up at 9am

and go downstairs,

and see the end of my world .


On my stairs,

In the kitchen ,

On the floor ,

On the carpet ,

On the DOOR .


My carpet is OFF-WHITE

yeah, Im fucked .

Real fucked .

I spend an entire HOUR

trying to scrub off the red ,

yeah,, it's not happening .

So yeah .

Im fucked .

My mom hasnt woke up yet .

So im in my room, blogging .

Im expecting at any moment ,

for her to come in here

and shoot me in my head .


got damn .

the life of a motherfucking teenager .