Yes, I'll have some videos, and pictures, & some new shit I like every now & then . But Sorry Kiddos - this blog wont be about "what's hot, or new, or instyle" . It wont be center on celebrities & new shit coming out, because honestly I could give less of a fuck . This blog will be centered around my thoughts, my poems, my wishes, my dreams, and my escapes .

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Celtics eliminate James and Cavs tonight in Game 6

Im pretty upset.
But I knew Cavs wasnt going all the way . Thats not what Im mad at .
Im mad at these muhfckers calling King James a Queen, and saying he's garbage and all this other bullshit . They acting like LeBron just gets shit handed to him 7 he doesnt work hard for what he got .Oh i guess he didnt LEAD his whack ass team to have the NBA's BEST Season. . Oh i guess he just got the MVP awards handed to him? I guess he just magically gets 30+ points each game? Man. they aint trying to fucking give Lebron his credit & thats what pisses me off. LeBron is a GREAT player on a OKAY team. Its overwhelming because he knows the loss, the win, everything.. it FALLS on his shoulders. All these commentators talking shit about him on EPSN. oh well Im sorry that LeBron has to be the only person on his team to show up & show out.. Thats not fucking fair.. u cant put all that pressure on him.. whenever Kobe's hurt/distracted/off game.. the Lakers can still get the job done.. cavs is garbage, not Lebron. I could handle somebody calling him "not great". But you cant be garbage and put up those stats. PERIOD. fckouttahere
Im through . Roll a blunt. Smh.

Relationships should never rewind .

" In this situation
people get so obsessed with their own suffering that make the
parting too painful, much more painful then their partners deserve.
So let’s part without tears &words.I want us to break up
without offending and humiliating each other,We both deserve that. It
will hurt for a while but we need to go on with dignity. I can’t give
you what you want. "

Sunday, May 9, 2010

copping this shirt asap.

23 > 24

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

"If you're not married, you're single."

I definitely agree.

Monday, May 3, 2010

But According To Him, Im Beautiful, Incredible, He Cant Get Me Outta His Head < 3

" The great thing about music ,
Is what it hits you - You feel No Pain . "
- Bob Marley

... I Love This Song ; Story Of My Life Right About Now :)

Stolen from Victoria .

My perfect apartment .

I'll pray for it, every night

Oh, and It'd absolutely REEK of Marijuana , if I stayed here .


"I got this model bitch who cant cook or clean
But she can dress her ass off & her walk so mean ."

Bullshit x Vodka Shots

I wish I was more normal. Less complicated. More trusting. Less of a loner. . . I hate being "different" sometimes. The constant stares. The constant bullshit. The constant haters, tryingt o break me. I wish I was average, sometimes. . Then maybe I could last in a relationship, or trust my friends. Maybe I could go somewhere without being gawked at. maybe i wouldnt have 500 million thoughts running through my head at one time. Maybe I wouldnt smoke so much green.

Im tired of being the outcast.
I stand out so much ,
I'm getting jealous of those that fit in . .

Et Tu , Brutus ?

Throwing Shit. Anything.
Everything. Breaking shit.
Rage runs through my veins.

Tears stain my diary page.
I want to cry, I want to yell.
I just smile, & fake bravado.
Fuck this cruel & cold world.
I Admire Nothing. I Trust No-one.

Oldie But A Goodie ; Kid Cudi - Pursuit Of Happiness ft. MGMT, Ratatat

"Tell me what you know about dreaming, dreaming,

You don’t really know about nothing, nothing,

Tell me what you know about night terrors, everynight,

5am, Cold Sweat, Waking Up, Through The Sky

Tell me what you know about dreams, dreams,

Tell me what you know about night terrors, nothing.

You don’t really care about the trials of tomorrow,

Rather Lay Awake in Bed Of Sorrow ."

This song, makes me cry.
Just hits so close to home.
Scotty. Kid.. . you understand me.

"Oh My ___, Why i drink so much and smoke so much."

Thursday, March 25, 2010

you'r just running across my mind . .

I was just thinking about you

Wondering . . . if you wear the same cologne

Smelled good . . On [ You ]

Had the next boyfriend of mine try the same kind

But it [ stunk ] on him tho'

You know what they say everything ain't for everybody.

But I tried anyway.

You sure did smell good..

FUCK IT , i sitll bleed Orange !

SYRACUSE lost against Butler tonight .
So, basically - they're OUT .
Could they have at least made it to the Elite 8 ?
March Madness is so boring this year .
I cried angry tears .
I love you, Syracuse .
I love you .

Diggy Killed This Shit !

the New Nina Sky ?

Im lovingggg it !

and I now have a crush on Nicole .
Her tattoos & Style is soooo bomb !

My idea of perfection .


you're missed .

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

oldie but a goodie ; Beyonce - Broken Hearted Girl music video

she hit the nail on the head with this one .
it's like she read my diary & exposing my inner feelings for everyone to see .
Music is such a beautiful thing & i would be LOST without it .
It is so comforting to know , Im not the only one . .

"I dont be without my baby, I dont want a broken heart, & i dont wanna play the brokenhearted girl."

It'll make 7 months since you've passed on the 19th .
I cried yesterday, I cry today, I'll cry tomorrow .
It just... hurts you know ?
Im going through it
I wanna call you so bad .
So you can cheer me up & make me laugh
like you always do .

A good friend's death . .
hurts beyond words can describe .

I look at your picture & talk to you often .
You dont talk back ,
But i know you hear me .
& that comforts me .

I love you , Enny .
I'll see you at the cross roads .

Missing you A L W A Y S <3

Tuesday, March 9, 2010




Im tired of feeling used by guys .
Im tired of these same kiddy mind games .

Im tired of giving,
and recieving nothing in return .
I just want, something real .

The single life was fun at first ,
but now it's just old news .

I want, somebody I can build with .
I want, somebody that's just mines .

" Dreams are the ignorant
& wishes are for fools . "
- Homeless Man On My Campus


" Somewhere in between all the mind games, lies and seduction, I fell for you. Somewhere in between all the broken promises, manipulation and heartaches, I got over you. But I guess I fibbed a few times too; remember all those times I swore I ...needed you? Well, consider them lies because babe, here I am without you and I survived. "


Will You Marry Me ?

Pursuit Of Happiness Video ( Alternate )

Kid Cudi's imagination & creativity is OFF THE CHARTS .
I admire, respect & love him .
This video is BEYONDDDDD A M A Z I N G .
I would marry him... in 120303003 milli HALF seconds .


Rest In Peace, the NOTORIOUS B.I.G.G.I.E
(May 21, 1972 - March 9, 1997) .

This guy was a key instrument in my falling in love in Hip Hop .

Gone Too Soon ; But his Legend will always live on . .

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Monday, March 1, 2010

Colle Lifestyle , might Not make It . .

You have four years to be irresponsible here. Relax. Work is for people with jobs. You’ll never remember class time, but you’ll remember the time you wasted hanging out with your friends. So, stay out late. Go out with your friends on a Tuesday when you have a paper due on Wednesday. Spend money you don’t have. Drink til` sunrise. The work never ends, but college does…”-Tom Petty

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Dream Guy .

I dont want somebody perfect. I just want someone perfect FOR ME . I want a guy who upholds God to the highest honor . I want a guy who is always honest with me , always . I want a guy who WONT be jealous of my many guy friends . I want a guy who has several tattoos, and each one is significant & meaningful . I want a guy that makes me laugh so hard , that I forget why I was mad at him in the first place . I want aguy I can watch ESPN with all day . I want a guy who loves Hip Hop more than me . I want a guy who doesn't know how to roll blunts, so I can teach him . I want a guy who loves the hell outta his mother . I want a guy who is confident in himself . I want a guy who dresses simple , but different . I want a guy who is more intelligent than me , so he can teach me things . I want a guy who likes to pillow fight . I want a guy who looks to bible verse for inspiration . I want a guy who is adventurous & spontaneous . I want a guy who teases me constantly . I want a guy who I can wear heels around & he's still taller than me . I want a guy who intimidates me . I want a guy who plays video games , lots of them . I want a guy who understands & relates to my love for Call of Duty . I want a guy that smiles, alot , ALOT . I want a guy who is more attractive that I am . i want a guy that will shout my name across the campus, just to run over to me, and tell me that he loves me . I want a guy that kisses me on the forehead . I want a guy that will understand why I love Pleasure P & wont be jealous . I want a guy who constantly argues with me about football . I want a guy who can dance . I want a guy who I can play 1 on 1 in basketball against . I want a guy who laughs at everything . I want a guy who's smile makes me melt in my socks . I want a guy who likes Kobe Bryant, so we can argue about him since I fukn HATE him. I want a guy I can study with . I want a guy with a testimony, a history, a story . I want a guy I can watch the Disney channel with . I want a guy who has HUGE, possibly unattainable, dreams . I want a guy who will call me 5 minutes after my history test to see how I did . I want a guy who will accept my flaws . I want a guy who eats a lot, ALOT . I want a guy who has friends, but is a loner . I want a guy who loves sneakers more than me . I want a guy that I can go to church with . I want a guy who will get along with my family . I want a guy that will eat my horrible cooking & lie to me & tell me that he loves it . I want a guy who doesnt get mad easily . I want a guy who is always last to let go when we hug . I want a guy that loves to see me smile . I want a guy who'll walk me to my classes, even though we're no longer in high school , & even though I tell him every day that he doesnt have to . I want a guy who loves kids . I want a guy who asks a lot of questions . I want a guy that isn't a wuss, but isnt afraid to show his emotions either . I want a guy who is creative . I I want a guy who doesnt drink too often . i want a guy who I can watch movies with , and lay my head on his chest . I want a guy that will kiss me when i yell at him . I want a guy who is assertive, not aggressive . I want a guy that will listen to my rants . I want a guy that lets everyone know I'm his girlfriend . I want a guy that lets me win at MADDEN '10 . I want a guy that has to get up at 8am, but stays on the phone with me until 7am . I want a guy I can watch cartoons with . i want a guy who lets me drive his car , even though he knows I drive like a wild, fast maniac . I want a guy who doesnt listen to his friends . I want a guy who has females friends , but not too many . I want a guy who will drive 6 hours to see me for 30 minutes . I want a guy who will sing me love songs & mean it . I want a guy who will give me the last hot wing . I want a guy who will rub my feet after my track workout . I want a guy who loves R & B . I want a guy who reads. I want a guy who dreams . i want a guy who workouts . I want a guy with goals . I want a guy that will accept KC TIKO for exactly who she is , who will never try to change me , only try to mature with me , grow with me , & love with me for the rest of our crazy lives together .

; Written By KC TIKO . Inspired By Peace West .


Wednesday, February 24, 2010

tatted .

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Rihanna - Rude Boy music video

of course , i fucking love it .
She absolutely killed itttttttttt !
Whoever directed this video gets some HIGH PROPS !!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

and KC TIko said that ;

" I qot my qame from the same niqqas/hoes who played me, so please don't hate me for whispering sweet nothings into your ear & leaving in the morning while your still dreaming of our future together . You know , They say that love comes from a kiss . . . but it's real hard to believe qame when it's comin' from a bitch. "

Marcus Ramone Cooper = The First , The Last , The Only One With My Heart

It'll make 5 years on April 5th, 2010

"... See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me." --Gretchen Kemp


I learned today in History Class
that in Greek Mythology

humans were originally created with 4 arms,
4 legs and a head with two faces.
Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts.
Condemning them to spend their lives ;
in search of their other halves

story of my life .

. . . . I want to love again


Inside out Upside down
Isn't it funny how thinqs work out?
Isn't it so qot damn hilarious when they don't?
Don't you smile when you see someone happy?
Don't you lauqh when you see them choke?
&nd isn't it stranqe when we see somethinq normal
&nd so acceptable when it's so odd
We won't believe each others truth
But we'll believe in such a thinq as 'God'
How come this world is so messed up?
&nd perfect in every way
How can tomorrow not be the same As the yesterdays before and today
How can we expect the worse to happen?
But are so surprised when it comes
If we know we're going to regret somethinq
Why in the first place let it be done?
&nd have you noticed how we judqe others?
Before we take a look at ourselves
We're the last to listen to a friends cry
&nd the first to ask for their help
I just feel I'm trapped in a world where I'm free
&nd I seem to be everyone but me
I'm lost but at the same time I'm found
I'm crowded but no ones around
Everythinq seems to make so much sense
But I just don't get it at all
I'm standinq straiqht here on the ground
But I feel as if I'm about to fall
The world is moving far too fast
&nd yet it seems so slow
I plan the future ahead of me
But I don't know when I'll qo
&nd maybe I'm lauqhinq with happiness
But inside I know I'm cryinq
I'm alive like you all are
but then In the end.... Aren't we all dyinq?

Nike Dunk "Solo Dolo's" ; Designed By Kid Cudi .

Got Em Coach .

they wouldnt call it a crush, if it wasnt supposed to hurt .

Wayne. Thats his name. *Sigh* He's gorgeous. I mean ridiculously gorgeous . Perfect height, perfect teeth, perfect skin color, perfect EVERYTHING. Ive never had more butterflies in my stomach. & I dont even hardly know him. I know he's a good guy tho. It's a serious jones in my bones. I mean, i cant even form a simple sentence when Im around him. I feel like I sound stupid. I probably do sound stupid. I've been crushing on him for 4 months & I have even had a full on conversation with him... Im scared of ; rejection . Ahh yes , I know . Im a pretty girl , with a LOVELY personality. But, Im just scared . Scared he wont feel the same. And I will have to see him all the time on campus, knowing that I wasnt pretty/tame/short/etc,etc enough for him & that WILL KILL ME. The risk of him rejecting me is more scarier than the thrill of him accepting me. FUCK! Why cant I just go up to him & tell him? Why? Because I have no damn balls that's why. What should I do you guys? My friend told me to take it slow but its been 4 months ! shit, I just wanna tell him. I wanna move on ! Either he likes me or he doesnt . F#ck it !


I promise ; Im going to blog more. I have a shitload to get off my chest & since I`m not really close with anyone out here, I'll spill my guts to you guys .. is that allright ?