Yes, I'll have some videos, and pictures, & some new shit I like every now & then . But Sorry Kiddos - this blog wont be about "what's hot, or new, or instyle" . It wont be center on celebrities & new shit coming out, because honestly I could give less of a fuck . This blog will be centered around my thoughts, my poems, my wishes, my dreams, and my escapes .

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

my dorm room .

Wednesday, September 23, 2009


excuse my language, but -


Tuesday, September 22, 2009

too much talent ;

Drake, Kanye West, Lil wayne, Eminem . - "Forever" OFFICAL MUSIC VIDEO .

Friday, September 18, 2009

Forever Aint Enough.

I don't understand how mis-communication ruins lives
How you can look back, and wonder where the hell did your life go.
How you can love someone who will never love you.
How marijuana became my best friend, my therapist
How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back.
How you can put together the pieces of a heart that was never really whole in the first place .
How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you,
thinks a few minutes of their time is too much time to spare.
How fake "best friends" are. How much shit people talk behind your back.
How the memories cloud your mind , 24 hours of the day.
How people can erase you from their lives, like it's nothing.
i just don't understand.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

She always dream about him ; wish she could sleep forever .

She marks her calendar, re-schedule every plan
She knows when I'm coming, she's more than a fan
She got my tour dates, she also got a man
But even homie gotta understand
She got one night only .
And no one gon take it from her,
nothing's gon' make her miss it
And when I go she'll miss it
But she'll never forget that one night only .
Next day another city, she's never coming with me
I'm nothing more than memories
Memories she keep forever
She always dream about me, wish she could sleep forever
She get her fit together, she get her shit together
After my concert, she wanna get together
I get her on my bus, we chill and sit together
She has no curfew, I can take the bitch wherever
Come off a bit respectful, I'm on a different level
I got her feelin special, then she remember
She got (one night only [x8])

forever in love with you , MRC .

Cuz Mama raised hell of a Thug .

I cried today,
for no reason in particular.

I just laid in bed and cried

I cried because Im too independent.
I need someone to depend on .

I cried because I was sad.
I cried because I was happy.
I cried because I miss Enny.
I cried because I didn't say goodbye.
I cried because I felt lonely.
I cried because I felt overwhelmed.
I cried because of Marcus.
I cried because of Corey.
I cried because of the past.
I cried because of the future.
I cried because I hate him.
I cried because I love him.
I cried because Im trapped.
I cried because Im free.

the tears flowed so easily
my heart seemed to burst

Im different, I know that .
Im used to the stares .

Cant you see past my confident demeanor?

Girls stare & talk shit
Guys use & abuse

I dont feel accepted.
I dont feel at home.
But then again ,
when did I ever ?

I wonder . . .
Where do I Belong ?

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Sorry, Follwers . .

I Know I Should Blog More ,
and I will .
Once All This Excitement From College Cools Down .
But Yo,
College Dudes Are Nothing But Trouble !
People Been Telling Me That ,
But I Guess I Had To Touch The Pot To See How Hot It Was .
Oh Well ,
Life Goes On .

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

simply put -