Yes, I'll have some videos, and pictures, & some new shit I like every now & then . But Sorry Kiddos - this blog wont be about "what's hot, or new, or instyle" . It wont be center on celebrities & new shit coming out, because honestly I could give less of a fuck . This blog will be centered around my thoughts, my poems, my wishes, my dreams, and my escapes .

Thursday, March 25, 2010

you'r just running across my mind . .

I was just thinking about you

Wondering . . . if you wear the same cologne

Smelled good . . On [ You ]

Had the next boyfriend of mine try the same kind

But it [ stunk ] on him tho'

You know what they say everything ain't for everybody.

But I tried anyway.

You sure did smell good..

FUCK IT , i sitll bleed Orange !

SYRACUSE lost against Butler tonight .
So, basically - they're OUT .
Could they have at least made it to the Elite 8 ?
March Madness is so boring this year .
I cried angry tears .
I love you, Syracuse .
I love you .

Diggy Killed This Shit !

the New Nina Sky ?

Im lovingggg it !

and I now have a crush on Nicole .
Her tattoos & Style is soooo bomb !

My idea of perfection .


you're missed .

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

oldie but a goodie ; Beyonce - Broken Hearted Girl music video

she hit the nail on the head with this one .
it's like she read my diary & exposing my inner feelings for everyone to see .
Music is such a beautiful thing & i would be LOST without it .
It is so comforting to know , Im not the only one . .

"I dont be without my baby, I dont want a broken heart, & i dont wanna play the brokenhearted girl."

It'll make 7 months since you've passed on the 19th .
I cried yesterday, I cry today, I'll cry tomorrow .
It just... hurts you know ?
Im going through it
I wanna call you so bad .
So you can cheer me up & make me laugh
like you always do .

A good friend's death . .
hurts beyond words can describe .

I look at your picture & talk to you often .
You dont talk back ,
But i know you hear me .
& that comforts me .

I love you , Enny .
I'll see you at the cross roads .

Missing you A L W A Y S <3

Tuesday, March 9, 2010




Im tired of feeling used by guys .
Im tired of these same kiddy mind games .

Im tired of giving,
and recieving nothing in return .
I just want, something real .

The single life was fun at first ,
but now it's just old news .

I want, somebody I can build with .
I want, somebody that's just mines .

" Dreams are the ignorant
& wishes are for fools . "
- Homeless Man On My Campus


" Somewhere in between all the mind games, lies and seduction, I fell for you. Somewhere in between all the broken promises, manipulation and heartaches, I got over you. But I guess I fibbed a few times too; remember all those times I swore I ...needed you? Well, consider them lies because babe, here I am without you and I survived. "


Will You Marry Me ?

Pursuit Of Happiness Video ( Alternate )

Kid Cudi's imagination & creativity is OFF THE CHARTS .
I admire, respect & love him .
This video is BEYONDDDDD A M A Z I N G .
I would marry him... in 120303003 milli HALF seconds .


Rest In Peace, the NOTORIOUS B.I.G.G.I.E
(May 21, 1972 - March 9, 1997) .

This guy was a key instrument in my falling in love in Hip Hop .

Gone Too Soon ; But his Legend will always live on . .

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Monday, March 1, 2010

Colle Lifestyle , might Not make It . .

You have four years to be irresponsible here. Relax. Work is for people with jobs. You’ll never remember class time, but you’ll remember the time you wasted hanging out with your friends. So, stay out late. Go out with your friends on a Tuesday when you have a paper due on Wednesday. Spend money you don’t have. Drink til` sunrise. The work never ends, but college does…”-Tom Petty