Yes, I'll have some videos, and pictures, & some new shit I like every now & then . But Sorry Kiddos - this blog wont be about "what's hot, or new, or instyle" . It wont be center on celebrities & new shit coming out, because honestly I could give less of a fuck . This blog will be centered around my thoughts, my poems, my wishes, my dreams, and my escapes .

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Celtics eliminate James and Cavs tonight in Game 6

Im pretty upset.
But I knew Cavs wasnt going all the way . Thats not what Im mad at .
Im mad at these muhfckers calling King James a Queen, and saying he's garbage and all this other bullshit . They acting like LeBron just gets shit handed to him 7 he doesnt work hard for what he got .Oh i guess he didnt LEAD his whack ass team to have the NBA's BEST Season. . Oh i guess he just got the MVP awards handed to him? I guess he just magically gets 30+ points each game? Man. they aint trying to fucking give Lebron his credit & thats what pisses me off. LeBron is a GREAT player on a OKAY team. Its overwhelming because he knows the loss, the win, everything.. it FALLS on his shoulders. All these commentators talking shit about him on EPSN. oh well Im sorry that LeBron has to be the only person on his team to show up & show out.. Thats not fucking fair.. u cant put all that pressure on him.. whenever Kobe's hurt/distracted/off game.. the Lakers can still get the job done.. cavs is garbage, not Lebron. I could handle somebody calling him "not great". But you cant be garbage and put up those stats. PERIOD. fckouttahere
Im through . Roll a blunt. Smh.

Relationships should never rewind .

" In this situation
people get so obsessed with their own suffering that make the
parting too painful, much more painful then their partners deserve.
So let’s part without tears &words.I want us to break up
without offending and humiliating each other,We both deserve that. It
will hurt for a while but we need to go on with dignity. I can’t give
you what you want. "

Sunday, May 9, 2010

copping this shirt asap.

23 > 24

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

"If you're not married, you're single."

I definitely agree.

Monday, May 3, 2010

But According To Him, Im Beautiful, Incredible, He Cant Get Me Outta His Head < 3

" The great thing about music ,
Is what it hits you - You feel No Pain . "
- Bob Marley

... I Love This Song ; Story Of My Life Right About Now :)

Stolen from Victoria .

My perfect apartment .

I'll pray for it, every night

Oh, and It'd absolutely REEK of Marijuana , if I stayed here .


"I got this model bitch who cant cook or clean
But she can dress her ass off & her walk so mean ."

Bullshit x Vodka Shots

I wish I was more normal. Less complicated. More trusting. Less of a loner. . . I hate being "different" sometimes. The constant stares. The constant bullshit. The constant haters, tryingt o break me. I wish I was average, sometimes. . Then maybe I could last in a relationship, or trust my friends. Maybe I could go somewhere without being gawked at. maybe i wouldnt have 500 million thoughts running through my head at one time. Maybe I wouldnt smoke so much green.

Im tired of being the outcast.
I stand out so much ,
I'm getting jealous of those that fit in . .

Et Tu , Brutus ?

Throwing Shit. Anything.
Everything. Breaking shit.
Rage runs through my veins.

Tears stain my diary page.
I want to cry, I want to yell.
I just smile, & fake bravado.
Fuck this cruel & cold world.
I Admire Nothing. I Trust No-one.

Oldie But A Goodie ; Kid Cudi - Pursuit Of Happiness ft. MGMT, Ratatat

"Tell me what you know about dreaming, dreaming,

You don’t really know about nothing, nothing,

Tell me what you know about night terrors, everynight,

5am, Cold Sweat, Waking Up, Through The Sky

Tell me what you know about dreams, dreams,

Tell me what you know about night terrors, nothing.

You don’t really care about the trials of tomorrow,

Rather Lay Awake in Bed Of Sorrow ."

This song, makes me cry.
Just hits so close to home.
Scotty. Kid.. . you understand me.

"Oh My ___, Why i drink so much and smoke so much."