Yes, I'll have some videos, and pictures, & some new shit I like every now & then . But Sorry Kiddos - this blog wont be about "what's hot, or new, or instyle" . It wont be center on celebrities & new shit coming out, because honestly I could give less of a fuck . This blog will be centered around my thoughts, my poems, my wishes, my dreams, and my escapes .
Im pretty upset. But I knew Cavs wasnt going all the way . Thats not what Im mad at . Im mad at these muhfckers calling King James a Queen, and saying he's garbage and all this other bullshit . They acting like LeBron just gets shit handed to him 7 he doesnt work hard for what he got .Oh i guess he didnt LEAD his whack ass team to have the NBA's BEST Season. . Oh i guess he just got the MVP awards handed to him? I guess he just magically gets 30+ points each game? Man. they aint trying to fucking give Lebron his credit & thats what pisses me off. LeBron is a GREAT player on a OKAY team. Its overwhelming because he knows the loss, the win, everything.. it FALLS on his shoulders. All these commentators talking shit about him on EPSN. oh well Im sorry that LeBron has to be the only person on his team to show up & show out.. Thats not fucking fair.. u cant put all that pressure on him.. whenever Kobe's hurt/distracted/off game.. the Lakers can still get the job done.. cavs is garbage, not Lebron. I could handle somebody calling him "not great". But you cant be garbage and put up those stats. PERIOD. fckouttahere Im through . Roll a blunt. Smh.
" In this situation people get so obsessed with their own suffering that make the parting too painful, much more painful then their partners deserve. So let’s part without tears &words.I want us to break up without offending and humiliating each other,We both deserve that. It will hurt for a while but we need to go on with dignity. I can’t give you what you want. "
I wish I was more normal. Less complicated. More trusting. Less of a loner. . . I hate being "different" sometimes. The constant stares. The constant bullshit. The constant haters, tryingt o break me. I wish I was average, sometimes. . Then maybe I could last in a relationship, or trust my friends. Maybe I could go somewhere without being gawked at. maybe i wouldnt have 500 million thoughts running through my head at one time. Maybe I wouldnt smoke so much green.
Im tired of being the outcast. I stand out so much , I'm getting jealous of those that fit in . .
Throwing Shit. Anything. Everything. Breaking shit. Rage runs through my veins.
Tears stain my diary page. I want to cry, I want to yell. I just smile, & fake bravado. Fuck this cruel & cold world. I Admire Nothing. I Trust No-one.
